I have a few questions for you. I will never ask you these questions but I will blog them. Why did you call me to let me know you had a new job? When you texted, why did you think of me since you were “out with friends”? What am I again? Why would you text me if you were not gong to give me your full attention? What made you text me last night? Why did the moon remind you of me last night?
I miss you. I will continue to pick up any piece of your life that you throw at me because I do not believe I deserve anything better. I was a blip, a mistake. That is what I heard in our last face to face conversation. I knew you were out of my league 20 years ago when I met you, but I stupidly held out hope and continue to do so. I will not pursue but I will always text back. So keep going out with your friends. But please ask yourself why you think of me when you text that you are “out with friends”.